sad valentines

oh sad valentines why it always happens to me
whenever it comes you are not there for me
spending my time with this old rugged guitar of mine
trying to make a song hoping you would be mine

now i'm bothered and i don't know what to do
hoping you were feeling for me the same way too
thinking of the past you're with me, yes those were the times
now it's just a day ahead, oh what a sad valentine's

so i have come up with this idea or thing
almost a love song that i could sing
to remind me how stupid i was in the past
and to survive the days ahead of me til the last

for me to take the risk and keep moving forward
even though it seems, sometimes, i find it hard
but to have someone fragile like you would be fine
and that there would be no more sad valentine's

the voice

smashed, tampered, nowhere to be found
from the sky i was dropped to the ground
there was blindness and not easy to recall
but i heard a voice in the wilderness she called
"hey, hey, whats up" was the usual sayings
but nevertheless it doesn't mean a thing
away from me cause i want to be alone
no one can understand what the voice's tone
at least there was a slide show that i can recall
from the beginning i finally understood it all